it was a horrible last call.
im sorry you had to listen to all of that.
or listen to half of that.
jealously kills dont you agree?
its difficult.
im difficult.
lets try to find a way to overcome it shall we?
we promised each other many things.
we cant break any okay?
forever and ever,
i promised and you promised.
forever and ever,
i'll not forget you or leave you.
forever and ever,
i'll love you.

im having the worst cramps and even worse moodswings. dont come near me, i'll bite you. i'll chew you. i'll kill you. this week must have been the worst ever. im sorry if i has been your worst): i want you to come to me, like on thursday. come to me, stand there and hold my hand. stand there and make me turn to face you no matter how stubborn i am. stand there and make me turn so that you can put your arms around me and hold me. hold me and never let go. hold me and let me cry on your shoulders. cos im hurting inside, and i know you are too. but we'll be here for each other right? its a promise. i dont break promises. i'll try not to. its just hard. i dont want you to go away. i dont want you to forget me. i dont want you to go away and not care abt me. because then, i wouldnt know who would care for me.

damn the midyears. they're coming. coming real soon. coming to suck every single joule of energy i have left in me. i'll afraid, protect me alright? im getting stressed. time to get the momentum. jiayou. i can do it, you can do it. lets do it. lets do it together, okay?

the stupid com refuses to read my memory card. so photos, another day. another day when i feel like it. goodbye.