im sorry. i really am. i dont want any birthday present. i dont want anything. i just dont want you to ignore me. i just want you to tell me you love me. is it really hard to do that? im sorry. i am. sorry.

if you dont know. its okay.
if you dont care. its okay.
if you dont love. its okay.
i promised to love you forever.
and i will; i dont want to break promises aymore.
i will say i hate you for making me love you.
i will say i hate you for making me believe you.
but its what i say.
deep down, you know, i know.
that i still love you.
but, i dont think you really do anymore.
and it hurts.
but you dont really care do you?