why must we quarrel? i thought we were okay. then again, not really. i love you. i really do.

hi!

and so, today was ok i guess. had church. i was lateeeee): woke up late): but it does feel good sleeping in a little more(: haha. and so, audrey tan has kindly decided to relink me and yeah. im lazy to advertise. so those ba gua's who still go to links even when they're deleted, good for you! HAHA. just finished physics tuition. omg boring much. HAHA. but more interesting than mr tan la. HAHA. i just went to see stupid jackie's facebook. omg so many unglam photos of meeeeee): UGLEHHHH): but oh wells. HAHA. go to http://twitterp8ed.livejournal.com and go to her facebook link. check out one of jolene's shocked solo pictures. you'll get a kick out of it. HAHAHA.













ripped off jackie's lj. HAHA. next section outing, to the iceskating rinkkkk! :D

tmr's a day i bet everyone dreads, school reopen): bleah): even though we've been going to school almost everyday, but still. SIGH. homework to be done, hair to be cut, getting ready to be done. so many things, so little time. HAHA. ohwell. i hope i can get my haircut today! if not miss yeo will say stuff. omg. sigh. I WANT MY HAIRCUTTTTT! ):< stupid thing.

your one deed, is a great deed to me(: thank you(:

okay goodbye for now. im feeling lazyyy.

i liked thursday and friday(: you dont have to know why. i know. she knows. thats all that needs to be needed. (:

i've never watched a late night movie like that! touching storyyyy. (: sparklers and lighters and bubbles are fun to play with! sorry i cried, i got scared): i cry when im scared): eating was fun. HAHA. so full okayyyy! and next time, lets get a bed to sleep on okay? im old, i cant ta ke the floor no more. HAHA. ahhhhhh! and there so many mosquitoes): itchy itchy! ): but, i had fun thank you veh much(:

band's okay so far i guess. after today's exchange, i guess its time for us to buck up. come on, i know we can do this. im sorry i've not been the best, but i'll try my veh best. give me a chance alright? i'll make it right, i promise i'll try to make it right. i'll work hard, lets work hard, lets work hard together. the other schools that went for the exchange were river valley, nanyang, hai sing catholic, cedar and of course yuhua. the schools were good, and we have alot to learn from them. so lets all put in an effort to make this useful to us. we can do this, i know we can do this together.

dang, my com had to be rebooted and all my pictures are gone gone GONE. ): im SAD. what is this. ):

okay i shall bid my goodbyes now. goodbye goodbye. HAHA. see i said goodbyeS so there's two goodbyes for you! HAHA and now the third one! goodbye!

i'd never let you go. but you just slipped out of my arms, of my hands. i tried, i tried really hard to hold you back. but i guess for now, i'll just let you go. i'll just hope one day you'll come back to find me, one day you'll come running back to me. i'll just wait for that one day, that very one day when you forgive me and come back to me. im not even worthy to tell you that i love you. but you know so very well that i do. 

sometimes i wonder what i did wrong. then i think again, i did everything wrong. i make you sad, i make you cry, i make you angry. i say the wrong things at the wrong time, i hurt you. and now, i cant take back the words i said to hurt you, i cant undo the things i did to make you cry. now all i can do is say sorry. i hope we'll be okay, because i dont like it when we're not okay. i want you to be happy. give me one more chance, to make you happy okay? ): im sorry. im really really sorry. please forgive me? ): i love you.

okay, im not ready right now. but give me some time to calm myself down okay? maybe you're right, we do need some time. so we'll give each other some time off okay? i'll forgive you, i'll forgive you, but not now. i need time. i know you need time too. we'll just take a break, okay? im sorry. i dont want things to be like that. i hope we'll be okay soon. i really really love you. 

hey.

yesterday was nice(: i had fun(: the bed, oh the bed(: the lunch, oh the lunch(: thanks! (:

today was horrible. felt really really really really horrible inside. last night, i dreaded bed. to know that i'll feel so empty. but yet i still had to lie in it. and let the emptiness fill me up to the brim, and still overflow. to cry the entire night, to cry the pain away the entire night. 

im glad we're okay now. its time to deal with friendships for a little eh? help me, help me get through this. i cant do it alone. you'll help me right? ):

okay thats all for now. byebye.

memories are the most beautiful,
and I'm sure there is more to come.
but for now this will all come to a cease,
find me and keep a memory.