hi.

ohgod. midyears have freaking started and im still here. HAHA. ohwell. i shall study, later. HAHA. well, just wanna tell all of you, i love my girlfriend alot. dont kill her okay? that'll be just really mean. and your other stupid classmates, ask them to go away okay? i hate them, alot.

i try to fight back the tears,
but sometimes its difficult.
lets buy a few bottle of beers,
and express how we all felt.

hi(:

rawr exams are coming so soon. lets work hard yo. oh and band's starting again on the 20 of may! in case you all didnt know. haha. so study hard for mid years then put your heart and soul into practicing! gosh i miss band so much): what will it be like if we graduate? ): rawr okay time to go study! goodbye(:

some feelings overwhelm. but yet at times, i feel nothing. nothing at all, y'know? its just, blank. or what you can say, a big fat blob of white gloop. i have no idea how to describe how im feeling, cos i dont really know what im feeling anymore. i think im feeling this, but yet i think again and maybe nope im not really feeling that. its, weird you can say. i dont really know how to explain it either.

classes are getting worse and worse. ir aint no better. man, life sucks. but it has to go on. ohwell. what are the odds of not being able to survive. lets calculate. hmm. okay i'd rather not waste some more of my time thinking, making my head explode.

i shall go now.
sometimes its weird being on an emotional rollercoaster. yet its fun sometimes. hmm the irony eh? ohwell. what can we do?

goodbye.

it was a horrible last call.
im sorry you had to listen to all of that.
or listen to half of that.
jealously kills dont you agree?
its difficult.
im difficult.
lets try to find a way to overcome it shall we?
we promised each other many things.
we cant break any okay?
forever and ever,
i promised and you promised.
forever and ever,
i'll not forget you or leave you.
forever and ever,
i'll love you.

im having the worst cramps and even worse moodswings. dont come near me, i'll bite you. i'll chew you. i'll kill you. this week must have been the worst ever. im sorry if i has been your worst): i want you to come to me, like on thursday. come to me, stand there and hold my hand. stand there and make me turn to face you no matter how stubborn i am. stand there and make me turn so that you can put your arms around me and hold me. hold me and never let go. hold me and let me cry on your shoulders. cos im hurting inside, and i know you are too. but we'll be here for each other right? its a promise. i dont break promises. i'll try not to. its just hard. i dont want you to go away. i dont want you to forget me. i dont want you to go away and not care abt me. because then, i wouldnt know who would care for me.

damn the midyears. they're coming. coming real soon. coming to suck every single joule of energy i have left in me. i'll afraid, protect me alright? im getting stressed. time to get the momentum. jiayou. i can do it, you can do it. lets do it. lets do it together, okay?

the stupid com refuses to read my memory card. so photos, another day. another day when i feel like it. goodbye.

sometimes i cry, sometimes i laugh.
then again, i wonder which one is a nicer feeling.
actually, i'll say both, and i'll say none.
sometimes i cry, sometimes i laugh.
i love. i love. i love.

no matter what, i'll still love you.
i hope you love me too.
i know im difficult.
please tolerate me okay? ):
i had loved you then. and i love you now. and i will continue loving you later.

goodbye.

hi! (:

hope the whole syf drama is over. forgive and forget and learn from your mistakes alright? hope our last speech to you al has waken all of you up. that will be the last day of tears. you all have to keep everything up alright? tkgssb, i know you can do it! (: especially string bass sectionnnnn! :D never give up! always believe in yourselves, cos we believe in you(: dont cry jolene k! we'll come back to visit you guys! i promised! (: meanwhile, work hard k? i'll miss you allllll! jolene, lishan, jessica, tajpreet, rachel, yauting!!! work hard when we're not around okay? ): i have faith in you guys(:

yesterday was speech day, and our last performance to date. ended not that bad eh! (: played hide and seek and ice and water with some people. HAHA. it was fun though(: HAHA. went out with audrey, amy and joemin! HAHA. ran away from fish and co. malu please. HAHA. but we're poor. live with it. HAHA. pasta maniaaaaa! :D we've got kids yo! jojo and meemee! (: audrey mama, i daddy(: HAHA. ate so much! went to but food at giant. and to the library! sorry): we're okay now right? ):

sorry for everything yesterday. sorry for whatever i said. i guess i just thought abt leaving and everything. like we're stepping down, im stepping down. im scared i cant spend as much time as i can with you anymore. and im afraid. i dont want to. because i'll miss you. and im scared. so i treated you horribly yesterday. trying to make you hate me and forget me. so that i'll psycho myself to not talk to you because you wouldnt want to. im sorry. but i know now i cant bear to leave, i cant bear to do anything to hurt you. i love you. you know i do. we'll just treasure any time we have left okay? (:

okay lazy. byebye! :D

OMG.

TKGSSB GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!!! (:

we did it, we did it together! im so proud of everyone of you. especially string bassistsssssss! :D no more crying k? i enjoyed everything i've done with you guys, and every moment spent with all of you! thank you so much for doing your best! (:we did it tkgs, we did it together(:

im so happy i just keep smiling. gosh i've never cried tears of joy before! (: im so happy! (: thank you miss sia, mr ong, all our teachers and seniors, ARRAAAAA! and everyone of you who made this not a dream(: i love all of youuuuuuuuuu! :D ( but i still love you the most(: )

okay i shall go continue being happy(: BYEBYE! :D